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The Query: I have been quite duped. My own desires and the aliens” promise of the fulfillment of those desires has enticed me to continue much like the carrot and the donkey. The beginning was quite dramatic and beautiful, and then turned into something other. In truth, they simply used me, drew upon my energy and life force and manipulated and lied to me. I feel often a fool and should have known better, but alas, I didn’t act upon all the red flags that I saw. I have ceased believing in much of anything spiritual… I simply can’t trust anything.
The Answer: This is a good time then to discover what is genuinely spiritual versus what is not. You still have your own sentience, volition, consciousness, self-awareness… and a portion of that contains the seed of hope, triumph, will to overcome. It’s something you already have, the trick is to not allow that “something” to be abandoned, forgotten, or given up on solely because a relatively external thing such as a higher self cannot currently be reached. In other words, you may come to full realization and practice regarding the power of self-reliance and sovereignty and being “above” this whole mess. It may come with a bit of a feeling of humor, relief, a flippant indifference toward these entities, and a renewed focus on your life/future and what you want to do with your life and thoughts and energies.
See, part of the problem is that yes these entities exist, and yes being aware of such phenomena is good, however beneath a certain threshold of spiritual strength and balance this can turn into a kind of exasperation, desperation, exhaustion, and constant preoccupation that in itself feeds and sustains their connection to you. Now, depending on how deeply you perceive them, there may be some psychic activity going on with you; these entities interact with those who can perceive them, that’s why they don’t bother doing this stuff to people whose chakras are closed off because it would be like making funny faces at a blind man. Therefore I sense that you may need this kind of grounding, which is the opposite of visualizing energy balls within you and other practices that actually stimulate your psychic circuitry and output energy that attracts these entities like moths to flame.
So since you’re in an emergency situation, I recommend doing a month’s work of grounding yourself, entering the kind of mindset of the average person who doesn’t have or believe in paranormal phenomena, who finds joy in regular things like nature or movies or cafes or tangible things, and who doesn’t think about or acknowledge or care about “entities” — it’s a kind of anathema or excommunication you’ll be doing on the entities. To give them the silent treatment, or rater, to erase them as much as you can from your daily thoughts and focus, to displace them in your mind and life with other stuff.
Now, this seems like a form of ignorance and materialism. But it’s one of the few times that ignorance has an actual use, which is to weaken that which derives its power from your continued belief and preoccupation with it.
I say that because I used to get paranormal stuff and it was a very fearful and desperate time in my life. But after I did some things to create a feeling of safety and relief (at the time I had issues with microwave energy beams coming through the windows, so I put up foil-lined Mylar sheets to block it, which incidentally blocked visibility of the outside which was the source of my fear due to entities lurking out there) then most of the paranormal activity went away, due to my feeling of safety and relief and getting on with my life. I broke the feedback loop. Life became more grounded and “real” instead of some twilight zone nightmare.
Anyway, flipping that inner switch from victimhood to indomitable power and nonchalance is worth a shot. I’m thinking perhaps at some higher level you’ve placed yourself in this situation as a test, as a crucible to forge a new spiritual strength within you, and that the true higher forces are withholding their help so that you develop this. What “this” is, exactly, is freewill. Pure freewill. To choose IN SPITE OF current and past circumstances. To set your sights on how you’d like things to be, on happiness and relief, and to WILL it, to put your foot down and MAKE IT SO because you know you can, must, and shall. That’s what I’m talking about; I think sometimes our efforts to solve a problem is done while holding certain root assumptions that actually validate and reinforce and sustain the problem. It’s in turning around those root assumptions (which is flipping that switch) where the key resides.
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